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Well, if you know nothing about me, read my profile. Seriously.
And those who know the basic stuff, here's more!
My gemstone is Aquamarine( WHOO! I HAVE A BLUE GEMSTONE!) and my Star sign is Pisces(it's a water-related sign). You pretty much know the positive side of me...I'm pretty much 65% negative and 35% positive. I'm working on changing my personality...
Sometimes, when I think of poor people, I feel guilty. I have maybe ten times more then them(in everything that includes, food, clothes, friends and family...). I feel like a spoiled brat, too. I just feel luckier then them and that I've "sinned"(done bad stuff) that maybe I deserve to live in poverty like them.
The only thing that makes me feel better is giving to the poor, helping others and basically being a nice person.
Sometimes, I get depressed. You know, I'm growing up and turning into a teen. I'm basically going through puberty. That's part of the reason why I'm so sensitive and bratty(I get too sensitive and throw a tantrum. ). Another reason is because I was "unlucky"(sort of...I still feel guilty, now) and I had a bad mother who never loved me. She always let me get sick. She never spent much time with me. She just dumped me in front of the TV. I felt worthless. So that caused me to lower my self-esteem(BIG time). That also caused my depression.
It was too late when my father realized how badly she took care of me. So he took me and my brother away. When my parents divorced, my brother was born. My brother never recalled anything at the time, so he lived a happier life. My brother would get lonely without a mom, and my Dad sent him to a babysitter. This babysitter was an old lady who was also an old friend. She loved and cared for my baby brother while my Dad went to work and I was learning at school. I'm happy for my brother. He was lucky.
On the other hand, I wasn't very lucky. I was once a straight A student. But when I realized what was happening around me, my past was unraveled and I finally understood. I was the worst time of my life when I realized this. My personality changed COMPLETELY and I was a whole new person. I was a really happy kid who always smiled like crazy and sang and danced a lot. But when I found out everything, I started to hate dancing and singing. I started to get gloomy. I didn't smile anymore and I never acted so enthusiastic anymore. Instead, I discovered some new talents of mine. I could write well and draw nicely. Some people noticed, but then they'd just walk away after a while.
I became invisible to other people. Though I stumbled upon some good friends. They understood how I felt and why I became like this and they liked my talents. They always stood up for me and taught me how to be more confident. They liked the jokes I told them. "You're such a funny person! Ha ha!" Suki said that some time ago. I kept making more and more friends each year, while losing some, too.
So now I ended up with a whole group of friends that all share some of my interests. We love to hang with each other and we know how to handle most of our problems now.
School is ok for me. Some people still don't understand me, but I just forget about them.
"Now, how about at home?" Um...at home I'm not doing ok all the time. I had a stepmother once before. She hated me, though her stepdaughter thought of me as a real sister. I loved that stepsister as a real sister, too. But that stepmother thought I was making her daughter spend less time with her so they moved away.
Now I've gotten a stepsis and stepmom who both equally hate me. The stepsis is a spoiled brat and the stepmom hates me and my brother. I hate them back. I get depressed most of the time at home. My friends aren't there to comfort me. I can't go to spend time with them either because they're busy or I am. The only thing that makes me feel better is writing and drawing to express my true feelings.
When I'm sad, I sometimes draw a girl crying. Her name would be...Shii. Obviously, I write my rants, problems and woes here. I use big, lengthy words that describe my sadness. No. I don't. As you can see from the past few paragraphs, I don't use big, lengthy words that hurt people's brains. They hurt mine, too... really, I just use descriptive, easy to understand words that some people might find in chapter books.
If you suffer more than me(the guilt has come back to me...), than my best advice it to find a hobby, or use one of your hobbies, to tell the world how you feel. It's easy. If you like to sing, for example, write a song that expresses yourself.
"Um, ok. But that won't really help me 'cause...I have no hobbies really. I just sit around on the computer/TV and do nothing." Well, you could do something that makes you happy. If you find doing that thing is fun, keep doing it! If you're good at it, then that could be both a talent and a hobby!
"Not working... " Sorry, can't help you. Go to a school counselor or somebody you trust.
Yeah...did I also tell you that I like to give people advice? And that I give really bad advice, as some people say? "We figured that." Oh, ok.
That's more info on me. Hope you understand.
♥, Yuki
Wednesday, December 5, 2007, 5:37 PM
Knowing Me Better
The title says it all!
Well, if you know nothing about me, read my profile. Seriously.
And those who know the basic stuff, here's more!
My gemstone is Aquamarine( WHOO! I HAVE A BLUE GEMSTONE!) and my Star sign is Pisces(it's a water-related sign). You pretty much know the positive side of me...I'm pretty much 65% negative and 35% positive. I'm working on changing my personality...
Sometimes, when I think of poor people, I feel guilty. I have maybe ten times more then them(in everything that includes, food, clothes, friends and family...). I feel like a spoiled brat, too. I just feel luckier then them and that I've "sinned"(done bad stuff) that maybe I deserve to live in poverty like them.
The only thing that makes me feel better is giving to the poor, helping others and basically being a nice person.
Sometimes, I get depressed. You know, I'm growing up and turning into a teen. I'm basically going through puberty. That's part of the reason why I'm so sensitive and bratty(I get too sensitive and throw a tantrum. ). Another reason is because I was "unlucky"(sort of...I still feel guilty, now) and I had a bad mother who never loved me. She always let me get sick. She never spent much time with me. She just dumped me in front of the TV. I felt worthless. So that caused me to lower my self-esteem(BIG time). That also caused my depression.
It was too late when my father realized how badly she took care of me. So he took me and my brother away. When my parents divorced, my brother was born. My brother never recalled anything at the time, so he lived a happier life. My brother would get lonely without a mom, and my Dad sent him to a babysitter. This babysitter was an old lady who was also an old friend. She loved and cared for my baby brother while my Dad went to work and I was learning at school. I'm happy for my brother. He was lucky.
On the other hand, I wasn't very lucky. I was once a straight A student. But when I realized what was happening around me, my past was unraveled and I finally understood. I was the worst time of my life when I realized this. My personality changed COMPLETELY and I was a whole new person. I was a really happy kid who always smiled like crazy and sang and danced a lot. But when I found out everything, I started to hate dancing and singing. I started to get gloomy. I didn't smile anymore and I never acted so enthusiastic anymore. Instead, I discovered some new talents of mine. I could write well and draw nicely. Some people noticed, but then they'd just walk away after a while.
I became invisible to other people. Though I stumbled upon some good friends. They understood how I felt and why I became like this and they liked my talents. They always stood up for me and taught me how to be more confident. They liked the jokes I told them. "You're such a funny person! Ha ha!" Suki said that some time ago. I kept making more and more friends each year, while losing some, too.
So now I ended up with a whole group of friends that all share some of my interests. We love to hang with each other and we know how to handle most of our problems now.
School is ok for me. Some people still don't understand me, but I just forget about them.
"Now, how about at home?" Um...at home I'm not doing ok all the time. I had a stepmother once before. She hated me, though her stepdaughter thought of me as a real sister. I loved that stepsister as a real sister, too. But that stepmother thought I was making her daughter spend less time with her so they moved away.
Now I've gotten a stepsis and stepmom who both equally hate me. The stepsis is a spoiled brat and the stepmom hates me and my brother. I hate them back. I get depressed most of the time at home. My friends aren't there to comfort me. I can't go to spend time with them either because they're busy or I am. The only thing that makes me feel better is writing and drawing to express my true feelings.
When I'm sad, I sometimes draw a girl crying. Her name would be...Shii. Obviously, I write my rants, problems and woes here. I use big, lengthy words that describe my sadness. No. I don't. As you can see from the past few paragraphs, I don't use big, lengthy words that hurt people's brains. They hurt mine, too... really, I just use descriptive, easy to understand words that some people might find in chapter books.
If you suffer more than me(the guilt has come back to me...), than my best advice it to find a hobby, or use one of your hobbies, to tell the world how you feel. It's easy. If you like to sing, for example, write a song that expresses yourself.
"Um, ok. But that won't really help me 'cause...I have no hobbies really. I just sit around on the computer/TV and do nothing." Well, you could do something that makes you happy. If you find doing that thing is fun, keep doing it! If you're good at it, then that could be both a talent and a hobby!
"Not working... " Sorry, can't help you. Go to a school counselor or somebody you trust.
Yeah...did I also tell you that I like to give people advice? And that I give really bad advice, as some people say? "We figured that." Oh, ok.
That's more info on me. Hope you understand.
♥, Yuki
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