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Today was another lame Sunday. I did my usual Sunday things. Did my usual stuff. I learned stuff in bible school.
But today, I was confused. Why is my mom a manipulative person? I want to know. One second she's sweet and kind, the next she's nagging and pouting. When she acts like a "sweetheart", she's in public. My mom pretends to treat us like gold. When we go to her house, she starts nagging at me and my brother. My brother was sulking for an hour because my mom said that she hates him for eating so much and that he's wasting her money. Hey, we're only human. And, guess what? Humans need food. I think she doesn't want to feed my brother. I saw my brother drag himself into the cramped bedroom upstairs and let him sulk. I feel bad for him. He's still ticked off at her for being so...insulting.
I always see other moms treat their kids like gold...and they actually mean it. They hug and kiss their kids. They make 'em feel good. I got a hugs from my mom. But they never seemed like real hugs. Just a squeeze and then you're pushed away. Real moms make their kids feel good. I've never felt happy around her.
My Dad told me sometime before that her mother's instinct has been taken away from her. He's not so clear on what did that. But he knows that she doesn't act like a real mom.
"A child that grows without a mother's love will have an unstable mentality." That's what my Dad said before. It doesn't seem like I have a very stable "mentality"(whatever that is... ).
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"...And he got all ticked off because our mother said she hated him for eating way to much." "Looks like she doesn't want to feed you.", my Dad answered. "But it's just food!", my brother whimpered. "It's ok." No, it isn't. "Look, kids, she doesn't count. Those that don't count don't matter to you. Forget about it."
I'm not sure if she counts or not.
I'm not sure if God counts, either.
My Dad keeps telling me, "Has God ever stopped the tsunamis, tornadoes and hurricanes? No. Have you ever seen him? No. Has he ever done any good? No. "So why believe in him? If everything came from God, what came before him?"
That puzzled me.
Who are the people that count?
♥, Yuki
P.S. I updated my layout again! The other template got boring, so I got a new one!
Sunday, November 18, 2007, 9:43 PM
Those Who Count
Today was another lame Sunday. I did my usual Sunday things. Did my usual stuff. I learned stuff in bible school.
But today, I was confused. Why is my mom a manipulative person? I want to know. One second she's sweet and kind, the next she's nagging and pouting. When she acts like a "sweetheart", she's in public. My mom pretends to treat us like gold. When we go to her house, she starts nagging at me and my brother. My brother was sulking for an hour because my mom said that she hates him for eating so much and that he's wasting her money. Hey, we're only human. And, guess what? Humans need food. I think she doesn't want to feed my brother. I saw my brother drag himself into the cramped bedroom upstairs and let him sulk. I feel bad for him. He's still ticked off at her for being so...insulting.
I always see other moms treat their kids like gold...and they actually mean it. They hug and kiss their kids. They make 'em feel good. I got a hugs from my mom. But they never seemed like real hugs. Just a squeeze and then you're pushed away. Real moms make their kids feel good. I've never felt happy around her.
My Dad told me sometime before that her mother's instinct has been taken away from her. He's not so clear on what did that. But he knows that she doesn't act like a real mom.
"A child that grows without a mother's love will have an unstable mentality." That's what my Dad said before. It doesn't seem like I have a very stable "mentality"(whatever that is... ).
***
"...And he got all ticked off because our mother said she hated him for eating way to much." "Looks like she doesn't want to feed you.", my Dad answered. "But it's just food!", my brother whimpered. "It's ok." No, it isn't. "Look, kids, she doesn't count. Those that don't count don't matter to you. Forget about it."
I'm not sure if she counts or not.
I'm not sure if God counts, either.
My Dad keeps telling me, "Has God ever stopped the tsunamis, tornadoes and hurricanes? No. Have you ever seen him? No. Has he ever done any good? No. "So why believe in him? If everything came from God, what came before him?"
That puzzled me.
Who are the people that count?
♥, Yuki
P.S. I updated my layout again! The other template got boring, so I got a new one!
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