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Saturday, October 6, 2007, 7:54 PM
O_O;; Emo...

Boring Saturday. I went to the library and got some books. Mostly manga.
I went on the computer and did stuff. Got bored...

I pretty much did that for a long time.

Until we prepared for the Thanksgiving dinner.

...

Ok, it's not Thanksgiving yet but it will be soon! Like on next Monday or something...

My Dad's friends came over. They're still here.
The dinner was delicious! My Dad barely ever makes good meals like this on Thanksgiving.

After that, I read some books and then got online.

Just a minute ago I was looking at games. "Boring...boring...O_O THAT GAME IS FOR ADULTS??! ...boring...boring...", I thought consciously.
I got bored(so obvious) and thought at looking at random games. That included emo games and videos.

I skipped the ones that were for adults(O_o) and played the games that were for all ages or for 13+(whaaat? I'm in junior high already, so I'm coming close to the age of 13.). Some videos actually explained what emos are: freaky, goth, people. They're miserable, misunderstood people who wish they're life would end. I actually remember one of my classmates explain emos to me. And that description was basically everything he said. O_O Creepy...

For a second, I thought I would be a soon-to-be emo. I'm miserable and misunderstood.
BUT I DON'T ABUSE MYSELF! X_X; Freaky emos hate their lives and just want to die. I feel that way a lot.
They want to die because they see only the negative in their lives. Not the positive.
In a way, I see both. And I feel both happy and sad about it.
The lucky people just see the positive and are go-lucky people. No worries, no problems...life is at ease for them. But there are very few people who accept the positive things in life, so they stick with the negative. I feel that way, too.

I'm somewhere in between.

The thought came to me and the soon-to-be emo thing drifted from my mind.

I'm still looking at those freaky emo things. The boredom is killing me...
I'm desperate to find something that will interest me even a little.

Not much to tell you. Later.

♥, Yuki

P.S. "WHAT HAPPENED TO THE KAWAII SMILIES?!!", you ask.
Answer: I'm planning to make my own. ^^ Anyways, I have all the graphic making tools to help me. I'll announce the making of the kawaii smilies later.

♥, Yuki