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Nothing happened today. I'm so stressed out with all this homework. I was crying a while ago, too.
Here's what happened.
I came home after school. Ate my unfinished lunch...did my homework...and then I had to help my brother with his homework. I knew this wouldn't be very enjoyable. I pretty much hate helping him do his homework. He had trouble on one of the questions and started to feel like giving up. It annoyed me so much, that I yelled at him. He got ticked off and yelled back. He said I was a worthless idiot. He kept insulting me and saying I couldn't teach and that I was f****** moron. I couldn't take it anymore and just started crying. I was crying very loudly. My face was pale when I looked in the mirror on the closet door. My brother walked away when I looked in the mirror. I went into one of the rooms in the basement and locked myself in there. I was crying for a long time. After a while, I left the basement and into my room. I changed into my PJ's and crawled into bed.
***
I always think about suicide when I'm sad. I kept thinking about what might happened if I killed myself. I was afraid of what might happen to my friends and family. How I would affect them. I would break their hearts. I'd make all of my friends and family miserable. I might be forgotten, too. I'd imagine lots of blood and a knife clutched in my hands. I'd be dazed and close my eyes. I'd never wake up again. It's always the same. Seeing myself on the ground. Dead. I felt bad. I don't really know where my place in the world is. I'm scared of sharing my feelings and I think it will hurt others. I think I'm worthless. Like I can't do anything. That I don't deserve to be here. That I should be dead. I hate dealing with all these problems. Homework, divorce, friendship...stuff like that. I hate it. But I still have to deal with it. I have no choice. You either stop and don't go on with life or you just keep going until your surpass your limit. Life is tough. It's hard and unforgiving. We all have a different perspective on life. This is mine. Think about your life. Do you enjoy it? Do you hate it? Do you have a feeling of both? Why? This is your opinion. You can end it now or keep going. I think about this a lot. Maybe you could think about it, too.
Just think.
♥, Yuki
Monday, October 1, 2007, 4:57 PM
Life and Death
Nothing happened today. I'm so stressed out with all this homework. I was crying a while ago, too.
Here's what happened.
I came home after school. Ate my unfinished lunch...did my homework...and then I had to help my brother with his homework. I knew this wouldn't be very enjoyable. I pretty much hate helping him do his homework. He had trouble on one of the questions and started to feel like giving up. It annoyed me so much, that I yelled at him. He got ticked off and yelled back. He said I was a worthless idiot. He kept insulting me and saying I couldn't teach and that I was f****** moron. I couldn't take it anymore and just started crying. I was crying very loudly. My face was pale when I looked in the mirror on the closet door. My brother walked away when I looked in the mirror. I went into one of the rooms in the basement and locked myself in there. I was crying for a long time. After a while, I left the basement and into my room. I changed into my PJ's and crawled into bed.
***
I always think about suicide when I'm sad. I kept thinking about what might happened if I killed myself. I was afraid of what might happen to my friends and family. How I would affect them. I would break their hearts. I'd make all of my friends and family miserable. I might be forgotten, too. I'd imagine lots of blood and a knife clutched in my hands. I'd be dazed and close my eyes. I'd never wake up again. It's always the same. Seeing myself on the ground. Dead. I felt bad. I don't really know where my place in the world is. I'm scared of sharing my feelings and I think it will hurt others. I think I'm worthless. Like I can't do anything. That I don't deserve to be here. That I should be dead. I hate dealing with all these problems. Homework, divorce, friendship...stuff like that. I hate it. But I still have to deal with it. I have no choice. You either stop and don't go on with life or you just keep going until your surpass your limit. Life is tough. It's hard and unforgiving. We all have a different perspective on life. This is mine. Think about your life. Do you enjoy it? Do you hate it? Do you have a feeling of both? Why? This is your opinion. You can end it now or keep going. I think about this a lot. Maybe you could think about it, too.
Just think.
♥, Yuki
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I'm so stressed out with all this homework. I was crying a while ago, too.
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