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Very rough day today...Suuchi kept getting angry at me. She's very...sensitive... Oh jeez, no offense.
Anyway, today was sort of good and sort of bad. It wasn't very enjoyable. But I had some fun. The most interesting thing was that, I told my friends there's always this girl that pops up in my head. It'd been like that since Grade 4. At that time, I thought about bad thoughts...like suicide and my family problems. Then I started seeing that girl alot. She was like this girl with short, spiky and black hair. She wore blue and black. It really didn't freak me out back then. She always popped up when I was sad. I'd see her sitting in the schoolyard while it rained. She'd look at me and smile. Sometimes I'd see her crying. She'd hug her knees and cry silently. Today I had those weird thoughts...or maybe visions. I had a bad start of the day and felt like crying. Suuchi was angry at me for saying that "she has alot of enemies". But isn't that true? I don't want to be mean, and I didn't have a clue that it would offend her. At DPA(Daily Physical Exercise), this annoying moron from my class kept annoying me while I tried to think of ways to cheer Suuchi up. That guy made me feel like giving up. I wanted to punch him in the face. He's a talkative guy that I hate so much. He keeps jabbering about all this pointless things like video games and more. It makes me sick. I hate it. Anyway, he kept annoying me. I got angry and joined Suuchi. She was by herself. I felt bad. I just wanted to go home.
When we went back to class, I drew a picture of that vision I had. Of that girl. She was on her knees, looking at the ground and crying. People commented on my drawing but I ignored them. I just got lost in my thoughts.
***
When it was sometime near the end of lunch recess, the whole group went to the doors and waited. I came along with my sketchbook in my arms(I carry that thing all over the place...). I talked with my friends about jokes, school clubs and lots more. I started drawing after some talking. I drew the girl. I saw a vision of her. Smiling. I drew that on paper. My friends stopped talking and watched me draw. "Wow, you draw so good, [Yukino]!", gasped Aiko. "Me wanna see! Me wanna see!", exclaimed Kimi. "I like your drawings, [Yuki]!" "Ok, ok. I know. But I'm really some amateur. I'm sure there are Grade 8's that can draw better." "Your drawings are the best, [Yuki], THE BEST.", commented Suki. "You draw so good!!", commented Mizu, she was really amazed. It's nothing. No really, it is. I can't do the shading right. Or even the inking. It's true. But I need some scans, dang it, to show you how simple my drawings are. That girl is somebody that always pops up in my head. She's always the same mood as I am, and just looks at me. She never says anything. "It's like she's living in my brain or something." "Oh, I know who that is!", gasped Suki. "She must be your personality!" "Eh?" I was confused. "How could she be my personality? And what exactly do you mean???" "I'm telling you, she's your personality!", she nagged. "She's been in your head for years, right?" "Pretty much. Yeah." "No, she must be your soul!", Kimi butted in. OMG. MY SOUL?!! "Uh, Kimi, you're really freaking me out about this soul thing." "She's your SOUL! Compare this to [N****]. She's really mean. And she's popular! People think that she's 'Oh my god, she's so pretty, blah blah blah.' " She said the last part in a high voice. "So [N****] is so pretty. Does that mean she has a pretty soul? Is she kind like you? Does she stick up for her friends like you do? NO. She has a bad soul. A bad heart. Her soul is ugly, unlike yours. Look at it. It's exactly the same as you described it to us!"(I told my buds about those freaky visions)"So you look bad on the outside, what about the inside? The inside is what's special. That girl is what's inside you. A soul. A pretty soul. One that's caring, kind and strong." "No, no, no. That's her personality.", said Suki. "But your soul is a mix of your personality and something, something...I can't remember." "Um, you guys are really freaking me out." The others were listening to us. "But - but I'm popular!", cried Mizu. "You are, but you actually have a brain rather than the other popular girls. They're stupid and vain. You aren't. You're kind to everyone and you help us out.", I comforted her. By he time I finished speaking, the bell rang, and we had to go back to class. "So she's my 'soul', huh? Interesting.", I thought. I saw her in my head. She smiled. "Cool."
Very...weird. This is true, you know. Here's a pic of me(it's not a REAL pic of me, but something from an anime face maker.). Yes, yes, I'm that ugly.
Here's a pic of that mystery girl. I guess she's actually me, only prettier.
Anyway, that's that. I found this post interesting. Hope you guys did, too!
♥, Yuki
Friday, September 21, 2007, 5:28 PM
That Girl
Very rough day today...Suuchi kept getting angry at me. She's very...sensitive... Oh jeez, no offense.
Anyway, today was sort of good and sort of bad. It wasn't very enjoyable. But I had some fun. The most interesting thing was that, I told my friends there's always this girl that pops up in my head. It'd been like that since Grade 4. At that time, I thought about bad thoughts...like suicide and my family problems. Then I started seeing that girl alot. She was like this girl with short, spiky and black hair. She wore blue and black. It really didn't freak me out back then. She always popped up when I was sad. I'd see her sitting in the schoolyard while it rained. She'd look at me and smile. Sometimes I'd see her crying. She'd hug her knees and cry silently. Today I had those weird thoughts...or maybe visions. I had a bad start of the day and felt like crying. Suuchi was angry at me for saying that "she has alot of enemies". But isn't that true? I don't want to be mean, and I didn't have a clue that it would offend her. At DPA(Daily Physical Exercise), this annoying moron from my class kept annoying me while I tried to think of ways to cheer Suuchi up. That guy made me feel like giving up. I wanted to punch him in the face. He's a talkative guy that I hate so much. He keeps jabbering about all this pointless things like video games and more. It makes me sick. I hate it. Anyway, he kept annoying me. I got angry and joined Suuchi. She was by herself. I felt bad. I just wanted to go home.
When we went back to class, I drew a picture of that vision I had. Of that girl. She was on her knees, looking at the ground and crying. People commented on my drawing but I ignored them. I just got lost in my thoughts.
***
When it was sometime near the end of lunch recess, the whole group went to the doors and waited. I came along with my sketchbook in my arms(I carry that thing all over the place...). I talked with my friends about jokes, school clubs and lots more. I started drawing after some talking. I drew the girl. I saw a vision of her. Smiling. I drew that on paper. My friends stopped talking and watched me draw. "Wow, you draw so good, [Yukino]!", gasped Aiko. "Me wanna see! Me wanna see!", exclaimed Kimi. "I like your drawings, [Yuki]!" "Ok, ok. I know. But I'm really some amateur. I'm sure there are Grade 8's that can draw better." "Your drawings are the best, [Yuki], THE BEST.", commented Suki. "You draw so good!!", commented Mizu, she was really amazed. It's nothing. No really, it is. I can't do the shading right. Or even the inking. It's true. But I need some scans, dang it, to show you how simple my drawings are. That girl is somebody that always pops up in my head. She's always the same mood as I am, and just looks at me. She never says anything. "It's like she's living in my brain or something." "Oh, I know who that is!", gasped Suki. "She must be your personality!" "Eh?" I was confused. "How could she be my personality? And what exactly do you mean???" "I'm telling you, she's your personality!", she nagged. "She's been in your head for years, right?" "Pretty much. Yeah." "No, she must be your soul!", Kimi butted in. OMG. MY SOUL?!! "Uh, Kimi, you're really freaking me out about this soul thing." "She's your SOUL! Compare this to [N****]. She's really mean. And she's popular! People think that she's 'Oh my god, she's so pretty, blah blah blah.' " She said the last part in a high voice. "So [N****] is so pretty. Does that mean she has a pretty soul? Is she kind like you? Does she stick up for her friends like you do? NO. She has a bad soul. A bad heart. Her soul is ugly, unlike yours. Look at it. It's exactly the same as you described it to us!"(I told my buds about those freaky visions)"So you look bad on the outside, what about the inside? The inside is what's special. That girl is what's inside you. A soul. A pretty soul. One that's caring, kind and strong." "No, no, no. That's her personality.", said Suki. "But your soul is a mix of your personality and something, something...I can't remember." "Um, you guys are really freaking me out." The others were listening to us. "But - but I'm popular!", cried Mizu. "You are, but you actually have a brain rather than the other popular girls. They're stupid and vain. You aren't. You're kind to everyone and you help us out.", I comforted her. By he time I finished speaking, the bell rang, and we had to go back to class. "So she's my 'soul', huh? Interesting.", I thought. I saw her in my head. She smiled. "Cool."
Very...weird. This is true, you know. Here's a pic of me(it's not a REAL pic of me, but something from an anime face maker.). Yes, yes, I'm that ugly.
Here's a pic of that mystery girl. I guess she's actually me, only prettier.
Anyway, that's that. I found this post interesting. Hope you guys did, too!
♥, Yuki
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