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I woke up late this morning. I had my alarm clock set to 7:00, but I just turned off the alarm and went back to sleep... Later on, the sound of the doorbell ringing woke me up. I scrambled out of my bed and hurriedly put on my clothes. I was angry at myself for waking up so late and being told to "hurry up" and "get moving" over and over again. It was 9:00. I was planning to wake up at 7:00, but I was sleepy so I decided to sleep for five more minutes. Which turned out to be two hours. I hate it when I'm late for something, because I don't want to be told to hurry up over and over again. It's just so annoying! I was sort of crying when I was done changing. I ate my breakfast slowly as some tears rushed down my cheek. I don't know why I was crying. That happens to me a lot. I never know why I'm sad. As I ate my breakfast, my dad just asked me whats wrong. "Nothing.", I answered quietly. After a couple of minutes, I decided to stop eating and just get this day over with. I got my shoes and walked to the back door. I waited for my brother to get his stupid plushes and put his shoes on. The door opened and we stepped outside and left.
***
At church, I just listened to another bunch of Bible stories. We had some snacks in the gym and left. We all walked to our mother's house. On the way, we stopped by the grocery store to buy some food. We then went to the pharmacy to get myself some hair clips. I want to get rid of my bangs, so I need to grow them and get a hair clip to push them away. My mom didn't want to buy the hair clips since a pack of three cost $5.00. What a rip off. After some time of browsing around, we left the store and went to the dollar store. There was a much wider range of hair clips. I wanted dark brown ones so no one would notice I'm wearing a hair clip. We bought the pack of clips and went home.
***
Nothing much to do at home, so I took a long nap(approximately 3 hours). I always want to take a nap when I get to our mother's house because it passes the time without doing anything boring or unpleasant. Sometimes I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up again. It's dying in your sleep. The most peaceful way to die. No pain, no sickness. You don't know whats happening. I think about this a lot. I'm always wishing for my life to end sometimes. Thoughts of suicide haunted me when I was a bit younger. But I never had the strength to actually take my own life and die. This would surely affect my friends and my family in a very painful way. I'd imagine Suki crying. Uzu wouldn't make a joke or smile and my friends might all get a cold personality. I would make a huge hole in everyone's heart. All of those things could actually happen if I did something so painful and violent like that. You must think I'm silly to think of something so serious. But I'm a kid who's going through a lot and is really angry at many things in my life. I thought about this so many times. This wasn't helping me go to sleep. I stopped thinking about that and just tried to think about music. Some music that would calm me down. Still not helping. I stopped thinking all together and just closed my eyes and dozed off.
***
I woke up three hours later and put on my hair clip. My brother was telling me to wake up. I had to eat my lunch. I sat up, then I slumped back on my bed. I was so tired. I had a headache, too. I stood up and got my glasses. I walked downstairs and ate some celery and rice. I had macaroni, too. It looked weird... The cheese was still powder and it was brown. Ew, disgusting. I finished my lunch and went back to sleep. I was still unhappy.
***
By the time the day was over, Dad came to pick us up. I brought this candy and the papers from church home. And then I just read with my brother and came down here to post.
The end.
Boring...
Nothing interesting today, right? I'm guessing it's a yes.
Anyway, see ya.
♥, Yuki
Sunday, September 23, 2007, 8:32 PM
Another Sunday
I woke up late this morning. I had my alarm clock set to 7:00, but I just turned off the alarm and went back to sleep... Later on, the sound of the doorbell ringing woke me up. I scrambled out of my bed and hurriedly put on my clothes. I was angry at myself for waking up so late and being told to "hurry up" and "get moving" over and over again. It was 9:00. I was planning to wake up at 7:00, but I was sleepy so I decided to sleep for five more minutes. Which turned out to be two hours. I hate it when I'm late for something, because I don't want to be told to hurry up over and over again. It's just so annoying! I was sort of crying when I was done changing. I ate my breakfast slowly as some tears rushed down my cheek. I don't know why I was crying. That happens to me a lot. I never know why I'm sad. As I ate my breakfast, my dad just asked me whats wrong. "Nothing.", I answered quietly. After a couple of minutes, I decided to stop eating and just get this day over with. I got my shoes and walked to the back door. I waited for my brother to get his stupid plushes and put his shoes on. The door opened and we stepped outside and left.
***
At church, I just listened to another bunch of Bible stories. We had some snacks in the gym and left. We all walked to our mother's house. On the way, we stopped by the grocery store to buy some food. We then went to the pharmacy to get myself some hair clips. I want to get rid of my bangs, so I need to grow them and get a hair clip to push them away. My mom didn't want to buy the hair clips since a pack of three cost $5.00. What a rip off. After some time of browsing around, we left the store and went to the dollar store. There was a much wider range of hair clips. I wanted dark brown ones so no one would notice I'm wearing a hair clip. We bought the pack of clips and went home.
***
Nothing much to do at home, so I took a long nap(approximately 3 hours). I always want to take a nap when I get to our mother's house because it passes the time without doing anything boring or unpleasant. Sometimes I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up again. It's dying in your sleep. The most peaceful way to die. No pain, no sickness. You don't know whats happening. I think about this a lot. I'm always wishing for my life to end sometimes. Thoughts of suicide haunted me when I was a bit younger. But I never had the strength to actually take my own life and die. This would surely affect my friends and my family in a very painful way. I'd imagine Suki crying. Uzu wouldn't make a joke or smile and my friends might all get a cold personality. I would make a huge hole in everyone's heart. All of those things could actually happen if I did something so painful and violent like that. You must think I'm silly to think of something so serious. But I'm a kid who's going through a lot and is really angry at many things in my life. I thought about this so many times. This wasn't helping me go to sleep. I stopped thinking about that and just tried to think about music. Some music that would calm me down. Still not helping. I stopped thinking all together and just closed my eyes and dozed off.
***
I woke up three hours later and put on my hair clip. My brother was telling me to wake up. I had to eat my lunch. I sat up, then I slumped back on my bed. I was so tired. I had a headache, too. I stood up and got my glasses. I walked downstairs and ate some celery and rice. I had macaroni, too. It looked weird... The cheese was still powder and it was brown. Ew, disgusting. I finished my lunch and went back to sleep. I was still unhappy.
***
By the time the day was over, Dad came to pick us up. I brought this candy and the papers from church home. And then I just read with my brother and came down here to post.
The end.
Boring...
Nothing interesting today, right? I'm guessing it's a yes.
Anyway, see ya.
♥, Yuki
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Later on, the sound of the doorbell ringing woke me up. I scrambled out of my bed and hurriedly put on my clothes. I was angry at myself for waking up so late and being told to "hurry up" and "get moving" over and over again.
I was sort of crying when I was done changing. I ate my breakfast slowly as some tears rushed down my cheek. I don't know why I was crying. That happens to me a lot. I never know why I'm sad.
The cheese was still powder and it was brown. Ew, disgusting.
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