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Thursday, September 13, 2007, 4:55 PM
My Story

Today was...normal...boring, etc etc. But, I have some interesting things to tell.
I was having a long talk with Suuchi...a very long and serious lil' chat.
Suuchi is different(I will NOT tell why and how she is different). She looks different ( If you think she's ugly, she's NOT, you so deserve a punch in the face if you thought of that). Her parent's don't like her because of this. Not even her siblings treat her nicely. She feels left out, alone, and misunderstood. I told her she was misunderstood. It's normal to be different from others. If the world were the same, life would be pointless and boring. I felt bad for her. I was once misunderstood. I had no friends. It's 'cause I never had a mom. Well...I had one once, but my dad and the rest of the family had to leave. It was pretty much...a divorce. After that, everyone found out I only had a dad. Everyone else had a real family. A mom, a dad, annoying sibling(s), I was really shy, too. So people thought I was weird. No one spent time with me. I was alone. But at that time, I didn't know much, so I didn't really care. When I was in Grade 4, my marks started dropping. I was a top student until I realized why I have only a dad and a brother. It made me feel depressed. So that was why my marks dropped. I felt terrible and started acting like a rebel. I started being rude to everybody in my class. My friends kept asking me why I changed from someone so kind to somebody mean and rude. I never answered. I just continued acting like this. But before my attitude got worse, my friends convinced me to change. I really felt bad about what I did to others, so I stopped. But even though, my marks still dropped and my feelings were still hurt.
When I moved up to Grade 5, my dad scolded me for being like this. Because I was always depressed and my marks were dropping. I felt bad. Really, really bad. I always felt different.
And I'm still like this now that I'm in middle school. So I thought of telling my stories. This one and many others in different places. I've only put it on the Internet. I'm to afraid to do this in real life. But I still think this may help me a little.
Suuchi felt bad for me when I told her this. She was one of the special people who knew my story. The bell soon rang and we had to go to Math class. While I was lining up to leave, I started to cry a little. Suuchi's story made me feel so sorry and reminded me of myself.

***

School's over, but that also means extra-curricular activities. I get to go to clubs. Like the Anime Club. Yay. I wanted to join that club. When I came, there were tons of kids in the classroom. O_o Lots of anime/manga fans around here, huh? Anyway, we were taught how to draw the human head. We must learn how to draw real humans before we learn anime. The teacher said she wanted to know our drawing skill. So she gave us an instruction sheet on how to draw the head. It showed diagrams of how to draw a head looking forwards. I finished it very quickly, and it turned out bad. The lips weren't placed on the face right, and the eyes didn't look realistic, but the club members didn't care. They just gazed in awe as they saw my picture. Everyone commented it. They thought it was the best in the class. I felt embarrased and the teacher gave us more instruction sheets to do at home. She also said that we could bring some anime/manga drawings that we have drawn. My friends begged me to bring my older sketchbooks. They made me, really... I guess I will bring my sketchbook from over the summer...
After that, the club was over and I went home.

Boring? Even worse than the last post? Yeah. I think so. Whatever. If you actually enjoyed it, good for you. See you later.

♥, Yuki