Some links I've put up go to mature sites [for older teen audiences, NOT adult audiences! x_x]. The content isn't too extreme or disgusting but you will bump into stuff that will scare you. o.o"
These symbols I've made are here to warn you when you hover over the link. If it's unmarked, it's safe. If not...
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Yes, today was Sunday. My weekly Sunday schedule would be going to church...go to Mom's house...take a nap...and then, wake up. I sat up on my bed and changed. I opened my glasses case. Out fell my glasses, I picked them up. To my surprise, one of the legs of my pair of glasses fell off! Oh my gosh. These glasses always break! Stupid glasses. I've always hated them. I walked downstairs and told my Mom what happened. "Honestly! I didn't do anything.", I told her. "I can't do anything about it. You're going to have to ask your Dad to fix this." Ugh. Fine.
***
Soon, Dad picked me and my brother up. I showed him my glasses and told him what happened. "I could use some super glue to fix your glasses. Today, the optical is closed." "Aw, man...", I grumbled.
When we got home, Dad got the super glue. I watched my Dad work. The glue gave off a bad smell. I backed up a little. At first, the glue didn't work so well. The second attempt worked out, and my glasses were fixed. This would only be temporary, because tomorrow we would go to the optometrist to replace these stupid glasses.
Screw these stupid glasses...
♥, Yuki
Saturday, September 29, 2007, 10:08 PM
Boring Saturday...
Nothing much happened today. But there was one thing that happened.
We went out to dinner with an old friend of Dad's. I knew there family ever since I was a baby. I used to love to go to there house and do stuff. Now I hate it. When we got there I was bored. I just wanted to go home. I plopped myself on the couch and watched TV. I don't know why I hate it there. Nowadays, I'm losing interest in things I used to love to do. For no apparent reason. It's maybe because I'm so depressed. All the things I'm going through makes me sick and I want to die. I lose interest in hobbies and just lock myself in my room. I feel lonely and I know that no one can help me. I'm just some gloomy kid who's life sucks. I thought of that as I spent my time watching the Idiot Box. I didn't realize how much time passed after I stopped thinking. We went out to eat. I wasn't hungry at all and I didn't want to eat. I only stared at things in the restaurant. There was a mirror that covered up almost the whole wall. I looked at my reflection. "Reflections...reflections that reflect me. Like a window of an identical world.", I was daydreaming here. I started imagining myself in the mirror. I stood up. Then somebody took out a gun and shot me. I plummeted to the ground. Everyone at the table was shocked. I imagined blood. I thought of death almost everyday. I thought of getting shot by random people or killing myself. "You ok?", asked Dad. I snapped out of it. "Yeah.", I answered back. I started looking at other things. I then imagined someone holding a knife. The person held it up to their chest and stabbed them self. "Why am I thinking about suicide?! And at a time like this!", my thoughts were racing. I was scaring myself. Tears welled up in my eyes. I blinked the tears away before they rolled down my cheeks. I kept thinking about this for a very long time. I kept eating my food.
After we were done, we went home. I was unhappy. I kept saying that I was enjoying myself when I wasn't. I'm always hiding my feelings. I don't want to share them. I'm afraid it will hurt others if I do.
***
So here I am now, typing.
My infantile, annoying and stupid brother is ticked off and wants me to get off this very second, so I'll see you later.
It's so kawaii(cute)! There's no blood in it, so don't worry.
5:14 PM
The Terry Fox Run
As a Canadian, we honor our Canadian hero, Terry Fox. Today was the Terry Fox Run. We took a 2 kilometer walk from school, through the Community Center, and deep into the neighborhood. Before, we got Terry Fox bookmarks and tattoos. Since I'm part of the Art Club, we made Terry Fox t-shirts. ^^; I'm still wearing mine... and I'm wearing my tattoo, too. If you're not Canadian, and don't know about Terry Fox, you must be asking, "Who the heck is Terry Fox???" He was a normal guy that lived in Newfoundland, I think. He was born in Winnipeg, Manitoba. Terry worked hard in school and was an excellent athlete. He got the Athlete of the Year award. One day, he had a bad pain in his leg. It hurt so bad that he had to go to the hospital. The doctors told him and his family that he had cancer. Terry's parents were very sad. Back in the 1980's, doctors couldn't do much when it came to sicknesses like cancer. There was only one way. Get his leg amputated. Terry spent months in the hospital, soon he went home with an artificial leg. As he left, he couldn't stop thinking about those sick children with cancer. He thought of doing something about it. So he decided to run across Canada for money. Money that could help out those sick kids and make them healthy again. His parents said he couldn't do all that on one good leg. He didn't listen.
When Terry was 18, he decided to start the run across Canada. His friend, Darrell(that's his friend's name, right?), came along and helped him. The run was called the "Marathon of Hope". As Terry run, he became famous. He said he didn't want to be famous, he wanted to help beat cancer.
As time passed, Terry started coughing. He felt pain in his chest frequently and always had to stop. His friend told him to go see a doctor. He didn't want to, and just kept running. The coughing got worse and worse. Darrell decided to bring him to the hospital. The doctors told them that the cancer had spread to Terry's lungs. This time, the doctor's could do nothing about it. Terry died sometime after that. Canadians still remember him and how determined and courageous Terry was. He collected over $180 000 000 for cancer research.
That's the basic summery of Terry's life. Here's more.
The morning was very busy because we'd be walking for the whole afternoon.
Not much happened. That's all I have to tell you.
♥, Yuki
Thursday, September 27, 2007, 9:30 PM
V.4 of My Darkside
I update to much.
This is V.4 of My Darkside! Since winter is coming in where I live, I just want to make my site match the season.
Hope you like it!
♥, Yuki
5:42 PM
Truck Loads of Homework
OH MY GOSH. I just finished my homework. All of this homework is killing me...I get loads and loads of it everyday. It's killing me!
Anyways, my day was a very normal day.
Here are some things that happened.
We had Music class. I love music. Listen to it everyday. We did some singing. Unlike the immature songs I sang in elementary school, these songs were pretty good.
Here are the lyrics:
Seasons of Love Lyrics
Artist: Rent Album: Rent Soundtrack
Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, Five hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear, Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, how do you measure, measure a year, in daylights, in sunsets, in midnights and cups of coffee, in inches, in miles and laughter and strife, in five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, how do you measure, a year in the life, how about love, how about love, how about love, measure in love, seasons of love, seasons of love, five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, five hundred twenty five thousand journeys to plan, five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, how do you measure the life of a woman or man, in truths that she learned, or times that he cried, in bridges he burned or the way that she died, its time to sing out the story that never ends, lets celebrate and remember a year in the life of friends, remember the love, remember the love, remember the love, measure in love, seasons of love, seasons of love.
My music teacher loves this song. We sang another song by this singer named R. Kelly. I think he wrote "I Believe I Can Fly".
Nothing else happened after that.
***
Woo, it's Anime Club today. We started to learn to draw the body. One of the kids brought in a Final Fantasy movie. That movie is so awesome! I've watched it before. We watched the beginning and then stopped it so we could draw. The anime club teacher said we could bring our drawings and show them to the class. My friends were all in that club. Suki and Chi were both beside me and wanted me to show my drawings. No, scratch that, they threatened me to do it, or else. They really appreciate my artwork and made me raise my hand. You might have not noticed, but I'm really shy. ^^;;; Heh, I didn't have the guts to go up there but just pushed myself. People were saying "Wow" and "Ooo" to my drawings. I was so embarrassed that I started shaking. I'm such an idiot. Heh heh. At least I managed to survive.
That's it. Gotta go.
♥, Yuki
Wednesday, September 26, 2007, 4:21 PM
Issues
I've noticed Suuchi is having homework issues. This morning I had to help her do all of her homework. She had rings around her eyes and was really stressed out. "Whoa. What happened to you?" "Nothing.", she answered sternly. "Are yous sure? You look really ticked off right now." "I - I didn't do any of my homework! My little brother took up all my time. I had to take care of him. He kept crying all night and I couldn't sleep.", she cried. "Oh my god. Get your stuff out! We have to finish the homework NOW. I'll help you.", I said quickly. I grabbed her Math folder and scribbled in the answers. "Why can't you ever find time to do your homework?" "My mom and dad don't come home until late at night, my sister just watches TV and my brothers just play games! No one wants to help me! My parents make me take care of my little brother. That's why I can't do anything!", she complained. Wow, that sucks.
Anyway, I helped Suuchi finish her work until the bell rang. I felt worried about Suuchi. She might have a tough time in middle school.
***
My brother is grounded for a whole month. Isn't that sad? He has to write twenty lines everyday for a whole month. "I am sorry I destroyed my father's flower garden." He has to write that. He's grounded because he got his bike and trampled over all the flowers in the garden. My brother is very destructive. I have to help this guy write lines for the rest of the month. That just sucks. I have to help him everyday. That means I'm stuck him for hours. He's very stubborn and hard to teach. It's killing me... I'm wishing this would end right now...
That's it. See ya.
♥, Yuki
Tuesday, September 25, 2007, 5:44 PM
A Genius In the Making
Look at this hilarious picture. It's so funny! My dad e-mailed it to me. Laugh your head off.
The e-mail said:
"His name is Whale Boy, super intelligent in spite of his looks."
Ha ha. I love it.
♥, Yuki
5:03 PM
Troublesome...
I had a terrible day today. I went to the Community Center, but then I needed to go to the washroom. After I was done, I washed my hands. A girl behind me spilled her water bottle while I was walking to the sink and I slipped! I landed on my butt...but when I stood up, a huge stain on my back appeared. "Oh my god. You have got to be kidding. I look like I 'went' in my pants!", I thought as a worried look formed across my face. I grabbed the ends of my shirt and pulled it down to cover the stain. Mizu was outside waiting for me. "Why are you pulling your shirt down?", she asked. "Um... is there anything on me?" Mizu looked at my behind. "Oh my god. You looked like you went in your pants!" Ugh. I wish I knew who that girl was. She left right after I slipped. "I know. But that's not what you think. A girl was in the washroom. She got water on me when I was about to wash my hands." "Oh, I feel so bad for you!" "Uh, can I use your sweater?" I noticed that she was holding one. "Um, no. It's just. It's brand new and I don't want it wet, even if it gets stained by water." For a moment, we were silent. "I'm sorry. I just don't want it wet." "It's ok. I always want my jeans clean from mud and grass stains, but I can't stop playing rough on the grass!" "C'mon. Let's go meet [Suki] and the others.", she said as she pulled me. I grabbed the ends of my shirt and covered the stain. "I feel stupid tugging my shirt like this.", I thought. We went inside the library and walked to a desk my friends were sitting at. "Oh, hi [Yukino]! Didn't your dad say you can't go off school property?", greeted Suki. "[Mizu] made me do it..." I grabbed my lunch bag left on the desk. Mizu must have left the stuff here so we could pick it up later. I held my lunch bag in front of my behind to cover up the stain. This time, I didn't look as stupid. Soon, we had to go back to school. I grabbed the stuff from my locker. There was my sweater. I tied it to my waste to cover up the water stain. I was so embarrassed. How annoying. I couldn't wait until the day was over.
***
I decided to skip the Art club so I could hurry up and go home. I could change into fresh clothes. "I'm only going to do this once, never again.", I thought to myself.
***
Now I'm in my PJ's, posting this. So happy the school day is over.
There's also stuff I've added to my blog. I've added my WHOLE Radio.Blog play list! It's in the About section.
Anyway, that's all for today.
♥, Yuki
Monday, September 24, 2007, 5:03 PM
Zzzz...
Absolutely nothing happened! Do you want to know how bored I am right now??? Bored out of my freaking mind!! So bored...
Nothing to report to you today. Let's see what happens tomorrow...
♥, Yuki
Sunday, September 23, 2007, 8:32 PM
Another Sunday
I woke up late this morning. I had my alarm clock set to 7:00, but I just turned off the alarm and went back to sleep... Later on, the sound of the doorbell ringing woke me up. I scrambled out of my bed and hurriedly put on my clothes. I was angry at myself for waking up so late and being told to "hurry up" and "get moving" over and over again. It was 9:00. I was planning to wake up at 7:00, but I was sleepy so I decided to sleep for five more minutes. Which turned out to be two hours. I hate it when I'm late for something, because I don't want to be told to hurry up over and over again. It's just so annoying! I was sort of crying when I was done changing. I ate my breakfast slowly as some tears rushed down my cheek. I don't know why I was crying. That happens to me a lot. I never know why I'm sad. As I ate my breakfast, my dad just asked me whats wrong. "Nothing.", I answered quietly. After a couple of minutes, I decided to stop eating and just get this day over with. I got my shoes and walked to the back door. I waited for my brother to get his stupid plushes and put his shoes on. The door opened and we stepped outside and left.
***
At church, I just listened to another bunch of Bible stories. We had some snacks in the gym and left. We all walked to our mother's house. On the way, we stopped by the grocery store to buy some food. We then went to the pharmacy to get myself some hair clips. I want to get rid of my bangs, so I need to grow them and get a hair clip to push them away. My mom didn't want to buy the hair clips since a pack of three cost $5.00. What a rip off. After some time of browsing around, we left the store and went to the dollar store. There was a much wider range of hair clips. I wanted dark brown ones so no one would notice I'm wearing a hair clip. We bought the pack of clips and went home.
***
Nothing much to do at home, so I took a long nap(approximately 3 hours). I always want to take a nap when I get to our mother's house because it passes the time without doing anything boring or unpleasant. Sometimes I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up again. It's dying in your sleep. The most peaceful way to die. No pain, no sickness. You don't know whats happening. I think about this a lot. I'm always wishing for my life to end sometimes. Thoughts of suicide haunted me when I was a bit younger. But I never had the strength to actually take my own life and die. This would surely affect my friends and my family in a very painful way. I'd imagine Suki crying. Uzu wouldn't make a joke or smile and my friends might all get a cold personality. I would make a huge hole in everyone's heart. All of those things could actually happen if I did something so painful and violent like that. You must think I'm silly to think of something so serious. But I'm a kid who's going through a lot and is really angry at many things in my life. I thought about this so many times. This wasn't helping me go to sleep. I stopped thinking about that and just tried to think about music. Some music that would calm me down. Still not helping. I stopped thinking all together and just closed my eyes and dozed off.
***
I woke up three hours later and put on my hair clip. My brother was telling me to wake up. I had to eat my lunch. I sat up, then I slumped back on my bed. I was so tired. I had a headache, too. I stood up and got my glasses. I walked downstairs and ate some celery and rice. I had macaroni, too. It looked weird... The cheese was still powder and it was brown. Ew, disgusting. I finished my lunch and went back to sleep. I was still unhappy.
***
By the time the day was over, Dad came to pick us up. I brought this candy and the papers from church home. And then I just read with my brother and came down here to post.
The end.
Boring...
Nothing interesting today, right? I'm guessing it's a yes.
Anyway, see ya.
♥, Yuki
Saturday, September 22, 2007, 5:43 PM
Total Revamp
I updated my site again. Isn't the layout awesome?! I like the colors. Very nice. I hope you liked the vids I've added(see last two bottom posts below)!
Not much happened today. I was watching Chobits, I went to the library, we went out for lunch...and my bratty stepsister wasn't with us! Our stepmother and stepsister went to our cousin's house for the day. They still haven't come back yet. But that's a good thing! Heh heh. Nothing happened on this slow, autumn Saturday.
That's all I have to report to you.
♥, Yuki
2:59 PM
I Think I'm Obsessed...
I'm obsessed, I think. All I've been watching today is Chobits. Ha ha. I even have another Chobits theme. And I added both opening and ending themes to the Etc section(The Unwanted)...
Anyway here it is. Enjoy!
♥, Yuki
Friday, September 21, 2007, 10:35 PM
Chobits
Just now, I got totally into Chobits! Browsing Internet...reading books...browses Internet again...and then I find Chobits! I'm watching it right now... Here's the theme. If you think it's a little weird, than your not used to Japanese...
It makes me bop in my chair. Very cute! The story is basically like this : An 18-year-old is trying to get into college. He's a farmer. The guy's name is Hideki. He was rejected so now he has to go to a high school. The high school is in Tokyo. Where there's all the tech, lights, city streets etc etc. He moves into a apartment and makes friends with Naguru...or whatever his name is... Hideki enjoys it in Tokyo, and learns about computers and persocons. Persocons are robots that look just like a real human. Except they all have weird ears. Hideki really wants one. Persocons can do lots of things, like talk, read, and learn. They can access the Internet and play music and videos. Persocons can have feelings. But sadly, he can't afford one. After all, he's a poor farmer. But something happens. On the night of Hideki's first day in Tokyo, he finds a girl sleeping in a bunch of garbage! He realizes it's a Persocon, and so he takes it home. Hideki presses the switch and the robot turns on. Hideki calls her Chi. And so the adventures of these two begin...
To me, Hideki acts like a father to Chi. I find that cute.
Very rough day today...Suuchi kept getting angry at me. She's very...sensitive... Oh jeez, no offense.
Anyway, today was sort of good and sort of bad. It wasn't very enjoyable. But I had some fun. The most interesting thing was that, I told my friends there's always this girl that pops up in my head. It'd been like that since Grade 4. At that time, I thought about bad thoughts...like suicide and my family problems. Then I started seeing that girl alot. She was like this girl with short, spiky and black hair. She wore blue and black. It really didn't freak me out back then. She always popped up when I was sad. I'd see her sitting in the schoolyard while it rained. She'd look at me and smile. Sometimes I'd see her crying. She'd hug her knees and cry silently. Today I had those weird thoughts...or maybe visions. I had a bad start of the day and felt like crying. Suuchi was angry at me for saying that "she has alot of enemies". But isn't that true? I don't want to be mean, and I didn't have a clue that it would offend her. At DPA(Daily Physical Exercise), this annoying moron from my class kept annoying me while I tried to think of ways to cheer Suuchi up. That guy made me feel like giving up. I wanted to punch him in the face. He's a talkative guy that I hate so much. He keeps jabbering about all this pointless things like video games and more. It makes me sick. I hate it. Anyway, he kept annoying me. I got angry and joined Suuchi. She was by herself. I felt bad. I just wanted to go home.
When we went back to class, I drew a picture of that vision I had. Of that girl. She was on her knees, looking at the ground and crying. People commented on my drawing but I ignored them. I just got lost in my thoughts.
***
When it was sometime near the end of lunch recess, the whole group went to the doors and waited. I came along with my sketchbook in my arms(I carry that thing all over the place...). I talked with my friends about jokes, school clubs and lots more. I started drawing after some talking. I drew the girl. I saw a vision of her. Smiling. I drew that on paper. My friends stopped talking and watched me draw. "Wow, you draw so good, [Yukino]!", gasped Aiko. "Me wanna see! Me wanna see!", exclaimed Kimi. "I like your drawings, [Yuki]!" "Ok, ok. I know. But I'm really some amateur. I'm sure there are Grade 8's that can draw better." "Your drawings are the best, [Yuki], THE BEST.", commented Suki. "You draw so good!!", commented Mizu, she was really amazed. It's nothing. No really, it is. I can't do the shading right. Or even the inking. It's true. But I need some scans, dang it, to show you how simple my drawings are. That girl is somebody that always pops up in my head. She's always the same mood as I am, and just looks at me. She never says anything. "It's like she's living in my brain or something." "Oh, I know who that is!", gasped Suki. "She must be your personality!" "Eh?" I was confused. "How could she be my personality? And what exactly do you mean???" "I'm telling you, she's your personality!", she nagged. "She's been in your head for years, right?" "Pretty much. Yeah." "No, she must be your soul!", Kimi butted in. OMG. MY SOUL?!! "Uh, Kimi, you're really freaking me out about this soul thing." "She's your SOUL! Compare this to [N****]. She's really mean. And she's popular! People think that she's 'Oh my god, she's so pretty, blah blah blah.' " She said the last part in a high voice. "So [N****] is so pretty. Does that mean she has a pretty soul? Is she kind like you? Does she stick up for her friends like you do? NO. She has a bad soul. A bad heart. Her soul is ugly, unlike yours. Look at it. It's exactly the same as you described it to us!"(I told my buds about those freaky visions)"So you look bad on the outside, what about the inside? The inside is what's special. That girl is what's inside you. A soul. A pretty soul. One that's caring, kind and strong." "No, no, no. That's her personality.", said Suki. "But your soul is a mix of your personality and something, something...I can't remember." "Um, you guys are really freaking me out." The others were listening to us. "But - but I'm popular!", cried Mizu. "You are, but you actually have a brain rather than the other popular girls. They're stupid and vain. You aren't. You're kind to everyone and you help us out.", I comforted her. By he time I finished speaking, the bell rang, and we had to go back to class. "So she's my 'soul', huh? Interesting.", I thought. I saw her in my head. She smiled. "Cool."
Very...weird. This is true, you know. Here's a pic of me(it's not a REAL pic of me, but something from an anime face maker.). Yes, yes, I'm that ugly.
Here's a pic of that mystery girl. I guess she's actually me, only prettier.
Anyway, that's that. I found this post interesting. Hope you guys did, too!
♥, Yuki
Thursday, September 20, 2007, 5:20 PM
An Everyday Routine...
Nothing new is EVER happening!
Anyway, here's some interesting things...
At lunch recess, I hung with Mizu again. Today she was fasting(most of my friends are Muslims. The Chinese girls don't really like me...they're really...smart. Barely have a sense of humor and aren't very creative.). She said she was very hungry. It was killing her. "Um...can't you stop fasting?" "Agh...no. My parents won't let me." She was clenching her stomach. "But you can choose if you want to fast or not. But my parents won't let me stop..." "That sucks. You're 11 years old. Your parents should let you make your own choices by now." "I know. But my parents still don't let me...my older brother always spies on me. If he knew I was eating when I'm supposed to fast, he'd tell my mom and I'd be in trouble!" That is just plain cruel, you know? We all need to make our own choices. And making your kids starve and telling them what to do FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES is just stupid. It's unfair, too. "I wish we could go to the girl's washroom and eat in there...my brother would never go in there." I had an idea. "Yeah! We could do that." "We're not aloud inside the school at recess!" "Oh yes we are. I've been to the washroom during recess many times. Never gotten in trouble." "...Well, you might be right. Let's go!" I brought my snacks with me(Asagi gave me those snacks.).
When we arrived in the washroom, I gave the whole bag of chips to Mizu. I knew she was hungry. "Wow, thanks, [Yuki]! You're so nice." "No prob. I want my friends to be happy. That makes me happy." She smiled at me. Later on, we went back outside. I ate some candy Asagi also gave me. We talked about stuff. Mizu started talking about guys again...
***
After school, I went to the Anime Club(it should be Manga Club..). We learned how to draw the heads of manga characters with a book. For me, that's easy stuff. Drawing the rest of the body is a bit more challenging. Anyway, Suki and Suuchi sat beside me. Chi was beside Suuchi. We fooled around and asked eachother which drawing looked best. They kept saying it was me. "No, no! There must be some Grade 7's or 8's that draw way better than me!", I kept saying to them. It's true you know? There are billions of artists out there, with much, much more talent then me. I had fun at the Anime Club. I drew the head good. But it wasn't perfect...the nose was waay to big... but for some reason, my friends didn't really care...
Um, well that's it.
♥, Yuki
Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 4:02 PM
Nothing New...
Nothin' new...we had the French test. The one with the numbers from 1-50. I panicked alot and got all nervous...but I survived. Uzu(she sits on the right desk beside me) and Suuchi kept laughing at me. Ha ha. I'm such an idiot.
When we first came into the French classroom, I didn't want to sit down. I still remember yesterday...and I wish I didn't... Anyway, I walked slowly to my desk and pushed my desk to the right. Suuchi was right beside that puking guy. Ugh...that guy is someone I never want to see again... I said to Suuchi, "You can move closer to me." "I'd love to." I chuckled. The French teacher said she'd give us some time to study for the test. I used that time wisely, and studied.
***
During lunch recess, I had a long talk with Mizu. She was talking about her life and stuff at home. I did, too. It was a very serious talk. Mizu got angry sometimes and she was swearing alot. She really hated her life. I hate mine, too. She got bullied by other people and wasn't really liked by everybody. I was also bullied. I told her about my family problems. She felt bad for me. She said my life is worse then hers. "Some people suffer more than others, but still, everyone feels pain, sadness, and anger in their lives." "You're right", agreed Mizu. After a while, We dropped that subject and talked about something else. Mizu is like those popular girls at school, except she actually has a brain and doesn't make big mistakes like most girls like her. Most girls at this age are...boy crazy. I'm not boy crazy, that's for sure! She talked about the guys she liked. They were mostly famous actors or singers. This is just a little something called love. Ha ha, I'm not really crazy about this stuff. I just like reading romance novels. I can't believe I told you that...anyway, she talked about boys. Ha ha, I even talked about people I used to like. Wow, I can't believe I had the guts to do that. We talked about other stuff after that until recess was over.
***
Another thing that happened today was that the schedule changed. Now we only have Art class once a week instead of twice a week... Man, that just sucks. I love art...but still, I get to go to the Art Club!
Nothing interesting happened today. Well, that's all.
♥, Yuki
Sunday, September 30, 2007, 8:01 PM
The Thing About Glasses
Yes, today was Sunday. My weekly Sunday schedule would be going to church...go to Mom's house...take a nap...and then, wake up. I sat up on my bed and changed. I opened my glasses case. Out fell my glasses, I picked them up. To my surprise, one of the legs of my pair of glasses fell off! Oh my gosh. These glasses always break! Stupid glasses. I've always hated them. I walked downstairs and told my Mom what happened. "Honestly! I didn't do anything.", I told her. "I can't do anything about it. You're going to have to ask your Dad to fix this." Ugh. Fine.
***
Soon, Dad picked me and my brother up. I showed him my glasses and told him what happened. "I could use some super glue to fix your glasses. Today, the optical is closed." "Aw, man...", I grumbled.
When we got home, Dad got the super glue. I watched my Dad work. The glue gave off a bad smell. I backed up a little. At first, the glue didn't work so well. The second attempt worked out, and my glasses were fixed. This would only be temporary, because tomorrow we would go to the optometrist to replace these stupid glasses.
Screw these stupid glasses...
♥, Yuki
Saturday, September 29, 2007, 10:08 PM
Boring Saturday...
Nothing much happened today. But there was one thing that happened.
We went out to dinner with an old friend of Dad's. I knew there family ever since I was a baby. I used to love to go to there house and do stuff. Now I hate it. When we got there I was bored. I just wanted to go home. I plopped myself on the couch and watched TV. I don't know why I hate it there. Nowadays, I'm losing interest in things I used to love to do. For no apparent reason. It's maybe because I'm so depressed. All the things I'm going through makes me sick and I want to die. I lose interest in hobbies and just lock myself in my room. I feel lonely and I know that no one can help me. I'm just some gloomy kid who's life sucks. I thought of that as I spent my time watching the Idiot Box. I didn't realize how much time passed after I stopped thinking. We went out to eat. I wasn't hungry at all and I didn't want to eat. I only stared at things in the restaurant. There was a mirror that covered up almost the whole wall. I looked at my reflection. "Reflections...reflections that reflect me. Like a window of an identical world.", I was daydreaming here. I started imagining myself in the mirror. I stood up. Then somebody took out a gun and shot me. I plummeted to the ground. Everyone at the table was shocked. I imagined blood. I thought of death almost everyday. I thought of getting shot by random people or killing myself. "You ok?", asked Dad. I snapped out of it. "Yeah.", I answered back. I started looking at other things. I then imagined someone holding a knife. The person held it up to their chest and stabbed them self. "Why am I thinking about suicide?! And at a time like this!", my thoughts were racing. I was scaring myself. Tears welled up in my eyes. I blinked the tears away before they rolled down my cheeks. I kept thinking about this for a very long time. I kept eating my food.
After we were done, we went home. I was unhappy. I kept saying that I was enjoying myself when I wasn't. I'm always hiding my feelings. I don't want to share them. I'm afraid it will hurt others if I do.
***
So here I am now, typing.
My infantile, annoying and stupid brother is ticked off and wants me to get off this very second, so I'll see you later.
It's so kawaii(cute)! There's no blood in it, so don't worry.
5:14 PM
The Terry Fox Run
As a Canadian, we honor our Canadian hero, Terry Fox. Today was the Terry Fox Run. We took a 2 kilometer walk from school, through the Community Center, and deep into the neighborhood. Before, we got Terry Fox bookmarks and tattoos. Since I'm part of the Art Club, we made Terry Fox t-shirts. ^^; I'm still wearing mine... and I'm wearing my tattoo, too. If you're not Canadian, and don't know about Terry Fox, you must be asking, "Who the heck is Terry Fox???" He was a normal guy that lived in Newfoundland, I think. He was born in Winnipeg, Manitoba. Terry worked hard in school and was an excellent athlete. He got the Athlete of the Year award. One day, he had a bad pain in his leg. It hurt so bad that he had to go to the hospital. The doctors told him and his family that he had cancer. Terry's parents were very sad. Back in the 1980's, doctors couldn't do much when it came to sicknesses like cancer. There was only one way. Get his leg amputated. Terry spent months in the hospital, soon he went home with an artificial leg. As he left, he couldn't stop thinking about those sick children with cancer. He thought of doing something about it. So he decided to run across Canada for money. Money that could help out those sick kids and make them healthy again. His parents said he couldn't do all that on one good leg. He didn't listen.
When Terry was 18, he decided to start the run across Canada. His friend, Darrell(that's his friend's name, right?), came along and helped him. The run was called the "Marathon of Hope". As Terry run, he became famous. He said he didn't want to be famous, he wanted to help beat cancer.
As time passed, Terry started coughing. He felt pain in his chest frequently and always had to stop. His friend told him to go see a doctor. He didn't want to, and just kept running. The coughing got worse and worse. Darrell decided to bring him to the hospital. The doctors told them that the cancer had spread to Terry's lungs. This time, the doctor's could do nothing about it. Terry died sometime after that. Canadians still remember him and how determined and courageous Terry was. He collected over $180 000 000 for cancer research.
That's the basic summery of Terry's life. Here's more.
The morning was very busy because we'd be walking for the whole afternoon.
Not much happened. That's all I have to tell you.
♥, Yuki
Thursday, September 27, 2007, 9:30 PM
V.4 of My Darkside
I update to much.
This is V.4 of My Darkside! Since winter is coming in where I live, I just want to make my site match the season.
Hope you like it!
♥, Yuki
5:42 PM
Truck Loads of Homework
OH MY GOSH. I just finished my homework. All of this homework is killing me...I get loads and loads of it everyday. It's killing me!
Anyways, my day was a very normal day.
Here are some things that happened.
We had Music class. I love music. Listen to it everyday. We did some singing. Unlike the immature songs I sang in elementary school, these songs were pretty good.
Here are the lyrics:
Seasons of Love Lyrics
Artist: Rent Album: Rent Soundtrack
Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, Five hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear, Five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, how do you measure, measure a year, in daylights, in sunsets, in midnights and cups of coffee, in inches, in miles and laughter and strife, in five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, how do you measure, a year in the life, how about love, how about love, how about love, measure in love, seasons of love, seasons of love, five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, five hundred twenty five thousand journeys to plan, five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, how do you measure the life of a woman or man, in truths that she learned, or times that he cried, in bridges he burned or the way that she died, its time to sing out the story that never ends, lets celebrate and remember a year in the life of friends, remember the love, remember the love, remember the love, measure in love, seasons of love, seasons of love.
My music teacher loves this song. We sang another song by this singer named R. Kelly. I think he wrote "I Believe I Can Fly".
Nothing else happened after that.
***
Woo, it's Anime Club today. We started to learn to draw the body. One of the kids brought in a Final Fantasy movie. That movie is so awesome! I've watched it before. We watched the beginning and then stopped it so we could draw. The anime club teacher said we could bring our drawings and show them to the class. My friends were all in that club. Suki and Chi were both beside me and wanted me to show my drawings. No, scratch that, they threatened me to do it, or else. They really appreciate my artwork and made me raise my hand. You might have not noticed, but I'm really shy. ^^;;; Heh, I didn't have the guts to go up there but just pushed myself. People were saying "Wow" and "Ooo" to my drawings. I was so embarrassed that I started shaking. I'm such an idiot. Heh heh. At least I managed to survive.
That's it. Gotta go.
♥, Yuki
Wednesday, September 26, 2007, 4:21 PM
Issues
I've noticed Suuchi is having homework issues. This morning I had to help her do all of her homework. She had rings around her eyes and was really stressed out. "Whoa. What happened to you?" "Nothing.", she answered sternly. "Are yous sure? You look really ticked off right now." "I - I didn't do any of my homework! My little brother took up all my time. I had to take care of him. He kept crying all night and I couldn't sleep.", she cried. "Oh my god. Get your stuff out! We have to finish the homework NOW. I'll help you.", I said quickly. I grabbed her Math folder and scribbled in the answers. "Why can't you ever find time to do your homework?" "My mom and dad don't come home until late at night, my sister just watches TV and my brothers just play games! No one wants to help me! My parents make me take care of my little brother. That's why I can't do anything!", she complained. Wow, that sucks.
Anyway, I helped Suuchi finish her work until the bell rang. I felt worried about Suuchi. She might have a tough time in middle school.
***
My brother is grounded for a whole month. Isn't that sad? He has to write twenty lines everyday for a whole month. "I am sorry I destroyed my father's flower garden." He has to write that. He's grounded because he got his bike and trampled over all the flowers in the garden. My brother is very destructive. I have to help this guy write lines for the rest of the month. That just sucks. I have to help him everyday. That means I'm stuck him for hours. He's very stubborn and hard to teach. It's killing me... I'm wishing this would end right now...
That's it. See ya.
♥, Yuki
Tuesday, September 25, 2007, 5:44 PM
A Genius In the Making
Look at this hilarious picture. It's so funny! My dad e-mailed it to me. Laugh your head off.
The e-mail said:
"His name is Whale Boy, super intelligent in spite of his looks."
Ha ha. I love it.
♥, Yuki
5:03 PM
Troublesome...
I had a terrible day today. I went to the Community Center, but then I needed to go to the washroom. After I was done, I washed my hands. A girl behind me spilled her water bottle while I was walking to the sink and I slipped! I landed on my butt...but when I stood up, a huge stain on my back appeared. "Oh my god. You have got to be kidding. I look like I 'went' in my pants!", I thought as a worried look formed across my face. I grabbed the ends of my shirt and pulled it down to cover the stain. Mizu was outside waiting for me. "Why are you pulling your shirt down?", she asked. "Um... is there anything on me?" Mizu looked at my behind. "Oh my god. You looked like you went in your pants!" Ugh. I wish I knew who that girl was. She left right after I slipped. "I know. But that's not what you think. A girl was in the washroom. She got water on me when I was about to wash my hands." "Oh, I feel so bad for you!" "Uh, can I use your sweater?" I noticed that she was holding one. "Um, no. It's just. It's brand new and I don't want it wet, even if it gets stained by water." For a moment, we were silent. "I'm sorry. I just don't want it wet." "It's ok. I always want my jeans clean from mud and grass stains, but I can't stop playing rough on the grass!" "C'mon. Let's go meet [Suki] and the others.", she said as she pulled me. I grabbed the ends of my shirt and covered the stain. "I feel stupid tugging my shirt like this.", I thought. We went inside the library and walked to a desk my friends were sitting at. "Oh, hi [Yukino]! Didn't your dad say you can't go off school property?", greeted Suki. "[Mizu] made me do it..." I grabbed my lunch bag left on the desk. Mizu must have left the stuff here so we could pick it up later. I held my lunch bag in front of my behind to cover up the stain. This time, I didn't look as stupid. Soon, we had to go back to school. I grabbed the stuff from my locker. There was my sweater. I tied it to my waste to cover up the water stain. I was so embarrassed. How annoying. I couldn't wait until the day was over.
***
I decided to skip the Art club so I could hurry up and go home. I could change into fresh clothes. "I'm only going to do this once, never again.", I thought to myself.
***
Now I'm in my PJ's, posting this. So happy the school day is over.
There's also stuff I've added to my blog. I've added my WHOLE Radio.Blog play list! It's in the About section.
Anyway, that's all for today.
♥, Yuki
Monday, September 24, 2007, 5:03 PM
Zzzz...
Absolutely nothing happened! Do you want to know how bored I am right now??? Bored out of my freaking mind!! So bored...
Nothing to report to you today. Let's see what happens tomorrow...
♥, Yuki
Sunday, September 23, 2007, 8:32 PM
Another Sunday
I woke up late this morning. I had my alarm clock set to 7:00, but I just turned off the alarm and went back to sleep... Later on, the sound of the doorbell ringing woke me up. I scrambled out of my bed and hurriedly put on my clothes. I was angry at myself for waking up so late and being told to "hurry up" and "get moving" over and over again. It was 9:00. I was planning to wake up at 7:00, but I was sleepy so I decided to sleep for five more minutes. Which turned out to be two hours. I hate it when I'm late for something, because I don't want to be told to hurry up over and over again. It's just so annoying! I was sort of crying when I was done changing. I ate my breakfast slowly as some tears rushed down my cheek. I don't know why I was crying. That happens to me a lot. I never know why I'm sad. As I ate my breakfast, my dad just asked me whats wrong. "Nothing.", I answered quietly. After a couple of minutes, I decided to stop eating and just get this day over with. I got my shoes and walked to the back door. I waited for my brother to get his stupid plushes and put his shoes on. The door opened and we stepped outside and left.
***
At church, I just listened to another bunch of Bible stories. We had some snacks in the gym and left. We all walked to our mother's house. On the way, we stopped by the grocery store to buy some food. We then went to the pharmacy to get myself some hair clips. I want to get rid of my bangs, so I need to grow them and get a hair clip to push them away. My mom didn't want to buy the hair clips since a pack of three cost $5.00. What a rip off. After some time of browsing around, we left the store and went to the dollar store. There was a much wider range of hair clips. I wanted dark brown ones so no one would notice I'm wearing a hair clip. We bought the pack of clips and went home.
***
Nothing much to do at home, so I took a long nap(approximately 3 hours). I always want to take a nap when I get to our mother's house because it passes the time without doing anything boring or unpleasant. Sometimes I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up again. It's dying in your sleep. The most peaceful way to die. No pain, no sickness. You don't know whats happening. I think about this a lot. I'm always wishing for my life to end sometimes. Thoughts of suicide haunted me when I was a bit younger. But I never had the strength to actually take my own life and die. This would surely affect my friends and my family in a very painful way. I'd imagine Suki crying. Uzu wouldn't make a joke or smile and my friends might all get a cold personality. I would make a huge hole in everyone's heart. All of those things could actually happen if I did something so painful and violent like that. You must think I'm silly to think of something so serious. But I'm a kid who's going through a lot and is really angry at many things in my life. I thought about this so many times. This wasn't helping me go to sleep. I stopped thinking about that and just tried to think about music. Some music that would calm me down. Still not helping. I stopped thinking all together and just closed my eyes and dozed off.
***
I woke up three hours later and put on my hair clip. My brother was telling me to wake up. I had to eat my lunch. I sat up, then I slumped back on my bed. I was so tired. I had a headache, too. I stood up and got my glasses. I walked downstairs and ate some celery and rice. I had macaroni, too. It looked weird... The cheese was still powder and it was brown. Ew, disgusting. I finished my lunch and went back to sleep. I was still unhappy.
***
By the time the day was over, Dad came to pick us up. I brought this candy and the papers from church home. And then I just read with my brother and came down here to post.
The end.
Boring...
Nothing interesting today, right? I'm guessing it's a yes.
Anyway, see ya.
♥, Yuki
Saturday, September 22, 2007, 5:43 PM
Total Revamp
I updated my site again. Isn't the layout awesome?! I like the colors. Very nice. I hope you liked the vids I've added(see last two bottom posts below)!
Not much happened today. I was watching Chobits, I went to the library, we went out for lunch...and my bratty stepsister wasn't with us! Our stepmother and stepsister went to our cousin's house for the day. They still haven't come back yet. But that's a good thing! Heh heh. Nothing happened on this slow, autumn Saturday.
That's all I have to report to you.
♥, Yuki
2:59 PM
I Think I'm Obsessed...
I'm obsessed, I think. All I've been watching today is Chobits. Ha ha. I even have another Chobits theme. And I added both opening and ending themes to the Etc section(The Unwanted)...
Anyway here it is. Enjoy!
♥, Yuki
Friday, September 21, 2007, 10:35 PM
Chobits
Just now, I got totally into Chobits! Browsing Internet...reading books...browses Internet again...and then I find Chobits! I'm watching it right now... Here's the theme. If you think it's a little weird, than your not used to Japanese...
It makes me bop in my chair. Very cute! The story is basically like this : An 18-year-old is trying to get into college. He's a farmer. The guy's name is Hideki. He was rejected so now he has to go to a high school. The high school is in Tokyo. Where there's all the tech, lights, city streets etc etc. He moves into a apartment and makes friends with Naguru...or whatever his name is... Hideki enjoys it in Tokyo, and learns about computers and persocons. Persocons are robots that look just like a real human. Except they all have weird ears. Hideki really wants one. Persocons can do lots of things, like talk, read, and learn. They can access the Internet and play music and videos. Persocons can have feelings. But sadly, he can't afford one. After all, he's a poor farmer. But something happens. On the night of Hideki's first day in Tokyo, he finds a girl sleeping in a bunch of garbage! He realizes it's a Persocon, and so he takes it home. Hideki presses the switch and the robot turns on. Hideki calls her Chi. And so the adventures of these two begin...
To me, Hideki acts like a father to Chi. I find that cute.
Very rough day today...Suuchi kept getting angry at me. She's very...sensitive... Oh jeez, no offense.
Anyway, today was sort of good and sort of bad. It wasn't very enjoyable. But I had some fun. The most interesting thing was that, I told my friends there's always this girl that pops up in my head. It'd been like that since Grade 4. At that time, I thought about bad thoughts...like suicide and my family problems. Then I started seeing that girl alot. She was like this girl with short, spiky and black hair. She wore blue and black. It really didn't freak me out back then. She always popped up when I was sad. I'd see her sitting in the schoolyard while it rained. She'd look at me and smile. Sometimes I'd see her crying. She'd hug her knees and cry silently. Today I had those weird thoughts...or maybe visions. I had a bad start of the day and felt like crying. Suuchi was angry at me for saying that "she has alot of enemies". But isn't that true? I don't want to be mean, and I didn't have a clue that it would offend her. At DPA(Daily Physical Exercise), this annoying moron from my class kept annoying me while I tried to think of ways to cheer Suuchi up. That guy made me feel like giving up. I wanted to punch him in the face. He's a talkative guy that I hate so much. He keeps jabbering about all this pointless things like video games and more. It makes me sick. I hate it. Anyway, he kept annoying me. I got angry and joined Suuchi. She was by herself. I felt bad. I just wanted to go home.
When we went back to class, I drew a picture of that vision I had. Of that girl. She was on her knees, looking at the ground and crying. People commented on my drawing but I ignored them. I just got lost in my thoughts.
***
When it was sometime near the end of lunch recess, the whole group went to the doors and waited. I came along with my sketchbook in my arms(I carry that thing all over the place...). I talked with my friends about jokes, school clubs and lots more. I started drawing after some talking. I drew the girl. I saw a vision of her. Smiling. I drew that on paper. My friends stopped talking and watched me draw. "Wow, you draw so good, [Yukino]!", gasped Aiko. "Me wanna see! Me wanna see!", exclaimed Kimi. "I like your drawings, [Yuki]!" "Ok, ok. I know. But I'm really some amateur. I'm sure there are Grade 8's that can draw better." "Your drawings are the best, [Yuki], THE BEST.", commented Suki. "You draw so good!!", commented Mizu, she was really amazed. It's nothing. No really, it is. I can't do the shading right. Or even the inking. It's true. But I need some scans, dang it, to show you how simple my drawings are. That girl is somebody that always pops up in my head. She's always the same mood as I am, and just looks at me. She never says anything. "It's like she's living in my brain or something." "Oh, I know who that is!", gasped Suki. "She must be your personality!" "Eh?" I was confused. "How could she be my personality? And what exactly do you mean???" "I'm telling you, she's your personality!", she nagged. "She's been in your head for years, right?" "Pretty much. Yeah." "No, she must be your soul!", Kimi butted in. OMG. MY SOUL?!! "Uh, Kimi, you're really freaking me out about this soul thing." "She's your SOUL! Compare this to [N****]. She's really mean. And she's popular! People think that she's 'Oh my god, she's so pretty, blah blah blah.' " She said the last part in a high voice. "So [N****] is so pretty. Does that mean she has a pretty soul? Is she kind like you? Does she stick up for her friends like you do? NO. She has a bad soul. A bad heart. Her soul is ugly, unlike yours. Look at it. It's exactly the same as you described it to us!"(I told my buds about those freaky visions)"So you look bad on the outside, what about the inside? The inside is what's special. That girl is what's inside you. A soul. A pretty soul. One that's caring, kind and strong." "No, no, no. That's her personality.", said Suki. "But your soul is a mix of your personality and something, something...I can't remember." "Um, you guys are really freaking me out." The others were listening to us. "But - but I'm popular!", cried Mizu. "You are, but you actually have a brain rather than the other popular girls. They're stupid and vain. You aren't. You're kind to everyone and you help us out.", I comforted her. By he time I finished speaking, the bell rang, and we had to go back to class. "So she's my 'soul', huh? Interesting.", I thought. I saw her in my head. She smiled. "Cool."
Very...weird. This is true, you know. Here's a pic of me(it's not a REAL pic of me, but something from an anime face maker.). Yes, yes, I'm that ugly.
Here's a pic of that mystery girl. I guess she's actually me, only prettier.
Anyway, that's that. I found this post interesting. Hope you guys did, too!
♥, Yuki
Thursday, September 20, 2007, 5:20 PM
An Everyday Routine...
Nothing new is EVER happening!
Anyway, here's some interesting things...
At lunch recess, I hung with Mizu again. Today she was fasting(most of my friends are Muslims. The Chinese girls don't really like me...they're really...smart. Barely have a sense of humor and aren't very creative.). She said she was very hungry. It was killing her. "Um...can't you stop fasting?" "Agh...no. My parents won't let me." She was clenching her stomach. "But you can choose if you want to fast or not. But my parents won't let me stop..." "That sucks. You're 11 years old. Your parents should let you make your own choices by now." "I know. But my parents still don't let me...my older brother always spies on me. If he knew I was eating when I'm supposed to fast, he'd tell my mom and I'd be in trouble!" That is just plain cruel, you know? We all need to make our own choices. And making your kids starve and telling them what to do FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES is just stupid. It's unfair, too. "I wish we could go to the girl's washroom and eat in there...my brother would never go in there." I had an idea. "Yeah! We could do that." "We're not aloud inside the school at recess!" "Oh yes we are. I've been to the washroom during recess many times. Never gotten in trouble." "...Well, you might be right. Let's go!" I brought my snacks with me(Asagi gave me those snacks.).
When we arrived in the washroom, I gave the whole bag of chips to Mizu. I knew she was hungry. "Wow, thanks, [Yuki]! You're so nice." "No prob. I want my friends to be happy. That makes me happy." She smiled at me. Later on, we went back outside. I ate some candy Asagi also gave me. We talked about stuff. Mizu started talking about guys again...
***
After school, I went to the Anime Club(it should be Manga Club..). We learned how to draw the heads of manga characters with a book. For me, that's easy stuff. Drawing the rest of the body is a bit more challenging. Anyway, Suki and Suuchi sat beside me. Chi was beside Suuchi. We fooled around and asked eachother which drawing looked best. They kept saying it was me. "No, no! There must be some Grade 7's or 8's that draw way better than me!", I kept saying to them. It's true you know? There are billions of artists out there, with much, much more talent then me. I had fun at the Anime Club. I drew the head good. But it wasn't perfect...the nose was waay to big... but for some reason, my friends didn't really care...
Um, well that's it.
♥, Yuki
Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 4:02 PM
Nothing New...
Nothin' new...we had the French test. The one with the numbers from 1-50. I panicked alot and got all nervous...but I survived. Uzu(she sits on the right desk beside me) and Suuchi kept laughing at me. Ha ha. I'm such an idiot.
When we first came into the French classroom, I didn't want to sit down. I still remember yesterday...and I wish I didn't... Anyway, I walked slowly to my desk and pushed my desk to the right. Suuchi was right beside that puking guy. Ugh...that guy is someone I never want to see again... I said to Suuchi, "You can move closer to me." "I'd love to." I chuckled. The French teacher said she'd give us some time to study for the test. I used that time wisely, and studied.
***
During lunch recess, I had a long talk with Mizu. She was talking about her life and stuff at home. I did, too. It was a very serious talk. Mizu got angry sometimes and she was swearing alot. She really hated her life. I hate mine, too. She got bullied by other people and wasn't really liked by everybody. I was also bullied. I told her about my family problems. She felt bad for me. She said my life is worse then hers. "Some people suffer more than others, but still, everyone feels pain, sadness, and anger in their lives." "You're right", agreed Mizu. After a while, We dropped that subject and talked about something else. Mizu is like those popular girls at school, except she actually has a brain and doesn't make big mistakes like most girls like her. Most girls at this age are...boy crazy. I'm not boy crazy, that's for sure! She talked about the guys she liked. They were mostly famous actors or singers. This is just a little something called love. Ha ha, I'm not really crazy about this stuff. I just like reading romance novels. I can't believe I told you that...anyway, she talked about boys. Ha ha, I even talked about people I used to like. Wow, I can't believe I had the guts to do that. We talked about other stuff after that until recess was over.
***
Another thing that happened today was that the schedule changed. Now we only have Art class once a week instead of twice a week... Man, that just sucks. I love art...but still, I get to go to the Art Club!
Nothing interesting happened today. Well, that's all.
♥, Yuki
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Oh my gosh. These glasses always break! 
Stupid glasses. I've always hated them. I walked downstairs and told my Mom what happened. "Honestly! I didn't do anything.", I told her.
As a Canadian, we honor our Canadian hero, Terry Fox.
You might have not noticed, but I'm really shy. ^^;;; Heh, I didn't have the guts to go up there but just pushed myself. People were saying "Wow" and "Ooo" to my drawings. I was so embarrassed that I started shaking. I'm such an idiot. 
But that's a good thing! Heh heh. Nothing happened on this slow, autumn Saturday.
That is just plain cruel, you know? We all need to make our own choices. 
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